So, I don't know you...but I've followed you for quite some time. I rarely talk to people on Tumblr, but your last post has me worried. From what I can tell, you are freaking awesome. I know how depression is, and how suicidal thoughts can permeate everything (im currently being treated), but I hope you take some time to try and get better and don't do anything that would hurt the many people in your life that love you. I'm here if you wanna talk. -Julia